That tread sounds negativ. I hope i won't fail to bring in some inside why that is happen as it is. As my english now starts to get a little bit bettter it will be easier to understand. I just hope it is worth to read is it ?
Ok let me quote a few very important points that have been famous topic on Boxhat aswell:
I felt that same way towards the end of the KOTG games. Daddyo and I would discuss ways to make the game fair for everyone to entice more players into joining us. We rotated gametypes, began talking about a handicap system to even the playing field, etc. Even after spamming Boxhat, LDSO, Tron-Sector, with flyers for each week's games, we would get 4 or 5 players if we were lucky. I began to realize that my time was being wasted trying to revive a dying community that even it's biggest supporters didn't have time for.
Dear Avi. When u found this project together with DaddyO i was not laughing only about the avatar (that u used on Boxhat as to be the Mr.Announcerguy

). Rather i laughed by happynies that finaly after YEARS people started to get it that a game lives on & can be amplified when u get their attention & simply be there online on the gamegrid as often as ur reallife allows to of course. I don't mean we don't need a new mod with new skins & other extras nor do i claim we wouldn't need new maps. Probably people where more interested to become a contributor too for LDSO or just as a freelancer at least. Of course the technical part like to get out everything from the egine without having the source code indeed is a tempting challenge. As Tronfaq said it perfectly...when it's not for the people then at least just for me to have proven i could accomplished many ideas even with the lack of support (Bvg).
Hell, I didn't really have time for it half the time, but I believed in it enough to try to jump start it. I figured once it picked up some momentum, it would flourish by itself. How naive of me. I guess I haven't been around long enough to understand the mindset of 90% of Tron 2.0 players..."Gimme gimme gimme". The whole experience was like filling up the tank of a car with a blown engine. You can mash the pedal to the floor all you want, but you ain't going nowhere.
Yes this a very honest clear insight. Why couldn't u understood it earlier, that when u enter a community, which has started earlier as u could enter, it's pure logic that there are also wounds & not only positive things to discover. And when u don't know the people it's not wise to ask others why the heck they don't get along in the way it should have. The very best is u interact with everyone to find out the problems & the worest u can do is too judge. The best is u stay neutral or get dissapointed what alreay are. Pls don't miss interpet me again as u often have missunderstood my motives on Boxhat.com. I also didn't have register on LDSO to bring in the Bullshit from Boxhat back but if we realy want to discuse the problem "with the lack of players" "seriously" then we need to accept facts & details that we rather would have buried deep or forgotten.
KOTG was a nice idea & i would have wanted to support too but it felt to me as there was a trying to boycot me. Such like i was the scum of the community but in real i had maybe the noblest motives from all. I just wanted to games not only for me but also for others to feel this activity surrounded by me. I don't like dead places u know. I prefer people & animals to make noises and that makes the life even happier. The problem with KOTG is that maybe if there was no intention to boycot me, the time setting was the killer of the little success with the 15 players on one meeting finaly. I don't want to bad-mouth & this indeed was a success even when a little one but compared to what i could bring in action buy going thru some hardships too, it is nothing. What u & others need to learn is that i also have a reallife. I can't be online arround the clock like i used to be. Nor can i be up on grid when i need to sleep & that limiated KOTG. Of course with my attendance on KOTG the chances were big i could encrease activty but the negativ side was it also could attract people who hated me for primitiv reasons or loved to hunt me for perverted reasons. I don't want to name them. U all know their nicknames & since they seem have lost motivation to play because a forum was gone it's the best prove for their real motives they had to play back in time. Those guyz played for fun but they had a different taste of fun & that brought in some impacts in our community history.
Dear Avi pls don't be angry with me but if u have would have set ur tournament earlier than in ur latenites, ...such noon or afternoon i'm pretty confident we could have bring more rounds with more full servers regulary. Effort comes when u not only believe in it. Effort raises up when u enhance the support team with other creativ heads & diehards. And it is no secret that i'm very creativ as also diehard for this game.
The most difficult part of being away from it all is that I hardly talk to anyone from the community anymore. I recently PM'd Sparks on Boxhat because I was worried that he had been affected by the recent flooding in his area. When I logged in, I was curious as to what had been happening on that particular site since my last visit. Sure enough, it was more of the same crap with you-know-who writing 10,000 word essays on absolutely NOTHING. More flaming, more insults, more crying...nothing had changed. Why BigRed let it go on for so long will always puzzle me.
Obvioiusly u meant me with crying & writing 10 000 eassays & u had the right feel with sparks allthough he never was making sides but he instead was neutral to me unlike the most as he knew about my true motives even not having spoking with anybody before such "what's with this crackhead from Austira, ...why can't she be acting normal instead being obsessed to prove everything etc..." Sparks was always investigating. He kept doing it until he understood what was going on between the people. He also came very late into the action. When he was singing on Boxhat it he missed the best & most active over 2 years. That didn't hurt him as he was thinking fair by investigating thru the things before to judge plus to call out someone to be the reason of a death forum & a death gamegrid. However that sparsk realy understood many things can be broven by remembering his legendary comicstrip where he tried to work out actualy topics on gamegrid-topics. Also my person was involved in the story & i must underline he never seemed to be a fan of me ! So everything happened from a objectiv point of view, when he was creating this comic strip to puplish into the heart of Boxhat. He hoped that people will learn to laugh about what we called our troubles. Did we fail to understand the artist ? I guess so but never it is too late to change the mind & to learn from misstakes.
Apropos "desinging or not designing maps/mods":
Everybody knows how much i would love to play the newest Discmap DA-7982! designed by Mor. Just guess what if i could just join the server running this map or also playing it with people & i have to give an negativ answer...there was no one who wanted to give me a pleasure. No one was ready to play with me THAT map just because i don't want to play Derezze anymore ?!? Unfair, as i never have supported Disc Arena only. Of course DA was & still is my heart but i love to play Light Cycles aswell. So at least i have supported 2 gamemodes with no developing maps or refining any mods as just to join servers & being there with my typcial sense of comedy that often got missunderstood in all ways u could imagine. As the senior members know i went thru alot of hardships but i still was there on gamegrid to give action. And there was a boycot against me in during 2006 on grid & since 2005 on Boxhat. But i still was there & didn't give up. It was not only a reason about proud as i thought about the future of the gamegrid too. Yes ...my addiction to game is no secret aswell.

But is it realy bad ?

And after all i also could sit down here on the tread to cry out it isn't worth anymore even to look on the gamespy-table if someone is up to play.
So to bring a sense into this discusion if it is worth to keep the development for this game should be answered with YES if ur heart still belongs to this game but if u all feel u have lost the interest for this game because of ur curiousity of new games & engines THEN DON'T excuse ur leaving or lazy ass by pointing to me or any former Gamgegrid/Boxhat drama. When u go then go with a confident mind but to leave something with levity will give u the feel like u haven't completed something & at the end it turns to a deep remorse. I don't know if that is the way how "u all" want to handle things that seem not working as good as it should. My idea would be an optimistic one. From the senior members i expect they know what i mean & they also should to be used that Tron 2.0 never had 1 million players. The best we could guess was 1000 unique ips & players during 2003 to 2005. Since 2005 to 2006 we had expierenced the big falling & since 2007 it turned to the so called "little club" as DaddyO above-mentioned. And if the club is only focused to studying the engine or dreaming about to become a map designer too such Mor, Faq & Xistence then we shouldn't be surprised about the ZERO activity on grid. As we know we have lack of players, those who still have the TRON logo buring in brain, should attend on gamegrid too. At least at weekends then others, who didn't join for years or months will have the chance to discover some activty soon or sooner. This again could increase a new level of activity. U know how the human mind works....example...when i enter a server, a second guy by chance drops by & we play a few hours then all of sudden the third guy enters. The rest is working like snowball flight. 2 idiots starting the fun & the rest want's to be a part of the fun.
